wheew. after the “html strugge”, ndi pa rin aqo tapos sa pagcu2stomize ng
2 blogger sites kuh.
this one is for my linker to other to other sites. it’s under construction pa =)
wawa naman tong blog qo dito. no ‘real’ updates. haha.
i’m posting most of my blog posts on blogger/blogspot. and it’s waay too cute on blogspot. soo proud of my layies and my banner.
enweisz, just dropping something para magkalaman naman xa. 
ciao. xoxo.
LRT. Buendia. Taft Avenue. Pasay.
Sa may kanto:
Bumaba aqo mula sa sinasakyang GreenStar na bus. Nakarating aqo ng Maynila na maayos naman, sa tingin qo. Sa isip qo, ‘wag kang tatanga-tanga ging-ging, kundi hindi ka makakauwi ng Leyte.’
Sa kalye/bangketa:
Lakad lang ng lakad. Hinahanap qo ang ‘meeting place’ namen ng tita qong magha2tid sakin sa airport. Binaybay qo ang isang daan na hindi qo lubos na alam. Sa tagal ng aking paglalakad, narealize qo-i’m soo lost. Sa isip qo, ‘don’t panic. tawagan ang tita. anong gamit ng phone?!’.
Sa my terminal ng GreenStar:
wheew! buti nalang. nakita rn aqo ng tita qo. binili nya qo ng lunch sa KFC at binigyan aqo ng pera. wuhoo. hehe. sa isip qo,’ safe at last.’
Sa NAIA Terminal 2:
i’m one ride away from my home province. whee! super aga qo kaya super boring ang paghihintay. na-lowbat nalang ang mp5 qo, ndi pa rin xa nagttext. (*biglang ganun. konek*). sa isip qo, ‘ittext qo ba xa?’ peo ndi qo ginawa.
Sa loob ng sasakyang panghimpapawid: (*nax*)
26B. seat number qo. wula lang. haha.
nanuod lang ng just for laughs.
Sa Tacloban:
‘ladies and gentlemen, we have just landed at the
D. Romualdez Airport. We hope to see you in one of
our future flights.
Sa byahe pauwi sa bahay namin: tulog aqo. *bow*
Sa bahay: nag-fb! haha.
*** payo ni Bob Ong:
‘ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwde namang wala sa buhay qo’
–> soo true. *dang* through time, everything would feel so ‘real’ and ‘right’ it would be soo hard to let go or even give up.
–>honestly, at this point.. it’s already hard to give up.
september18,2009
shame.shame. 3 weeks passed-not even a single blog post!
i was soo ’stressed’ and freaked out.
‘priority qo ang tulog. taz kaen ska na aral.’
haha. winner tlaga tong sagot qo dun sa nangre2cruit saken for org.
pero i’m leveling up. dame qo gnawa na ndi qo pa naga2wa dati nung freshie aqo.
#1. one week straight na puyatan. gawa ng exams and a project
na gnawa namen ni grace up to 3am.
#2. umabsent!! may topak aqo. hahaha. 
#3. mag-cram!
#4. mahaggard ng bonggang bongga!
that was 2 weeks ago. this week is a free week! kaya nag.gala aqo.
destination: batangas! wahoo!
it’s grace bday week. sama kame ni faie kuyeet sa kanila.
total girl bonding!
ciao:)
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4th week of september
-one hell of a week. felt so wasted.
2 exams = headache. define pain. tsktsk.
-facebook status:
‘kaya ko naman ng wala ka eeh, un nga lang ndi masaya.’
* for my phone and for the person who makes it worthy *note to self1: can’t admit-missing him.
-status: bothered.
think happy thoughts. think happy thoughts.
think happy thoughts. think happy thoughts.
think happy thoughts. think happy thoughts.
think happy thoughts. think happy thoughts.
think happy thoughts. think happy thoughts.
fooling myself.
*note to self2: don’t mind the judgement. i’m not guilty.
*confession1: i may be confused about a lot of things, but one thing i know
is that i’m happiest when i’m with him.
aug.23,2009 9:09
currently listening to Silent Sanc’s ‘Sa Buhay Na To’
‘isang beses ka lang makakaraan sa buhay na’to’
still, nine thenths of yesterday.. he was on my mind.
i was thinking, there were so many chances and opportunities missed.
chances and opportunitites that would be so ‘lovely’.
couldn’t find a perfect adjective for any moment spent with him.
geez. iunno.
i’m also scared.
pnu kung hinayaan ko ang sarili ko na itake ung mga
chances na ‘yun? i know it would be very nice but then
i know na people would make ‘halata’.
geez. auqo din magfall :c
sometimes, you’d really think life is unfair.
*sigh*
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aug.28, 2009 6:19 pm
hellweek’s over. i survived. thank and praise God!
this week was uber stressful but then everything turned out pretty good.
praise item#1: got a 110% for our first case presentation.
i so love Armour Garments Company Case Study.
praise item#2: got a 100% for our report on Management. maraming
thank you kay Enchanis and Rodriguez & Stoner for the
Max Weber’s Theory on Bureaucracy.
praise item#3: saw Mama yesterday
but. a big BUT.
when you’re happy, xempre may mga sad moments din.
trade-offs. tsktsk. cried for the first time this first sem.
i just wonder bakit ang emo-emo qo. then it struck me.
everytime i get happy because of something or someone.
it’s like, people would notice and say, “hey, guys.
ging-ging is happy again. better take her happiness away.”
this world is so unfair.
PS:___ ‘it’s soo hard to get attached to someone. and for some insane reason they just walk away.’
ayaw kitang mawala. ndi aqo lalayo. please stay.:c
Part II.
‘you know you really love someone
when you don’t hate them for breaking your heart.’
BIG question: talaga?
took the quiz ‘How easy will u get hurt?’
result: 100% weak!
affected. maxado.
must.stop.feeling.
i know that sometimes, we shouldn’t care
to be able to protect ourselves. but for this case: no can do.
i admit.
i care-i really do.
it’s hard.
nasasaktan aqo.
iunno.
the struggle it’s killing me.
im scared.
but you’ll always be there.
you’re the one i’m holding on to.
‘there will be no ordinary days for you..
when there is someone who cares like i do.
you have no reason to be sad anymore,
cuz i’m always ready with a smile with just
one glimpse of you.’
kung pwede qo lang sabihin…
tannan nga akua gibati karon nga nahimu kung part sa
imuha kinabuhi. og ikaw part xab sa akua kinabuhi.
lisud jjud kaau magtago og butang nga gusto nimu
ipakita sa uban. ga-lisud naqo. daghan kau qo ganahan
isulti nimo.
why do some things have to be this way?!
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aug.31,2009
::happee happee burtdeii ate rhea!!::
1.went to MYX Slam Jam @ Baker Hall.
saw Robi Domingo!! (*like crazeee*)
2.other happenings:(*oops.censored*)
aug.22, 2009
::happee happee burtdei to batchmate sandy!::
currently listening to Silent Sanctuary’s Mistaken for Granted
on the playlist:
‘papatunayan ko, na aqo lang sa’yo..
mamahalin kita sa puso qo’y nanjan ka,,
maiintindihan mo rin aqo..’
echoing through my head. such sweet lullabye. parang ‘xa’
qong magsalita. *sigh*
xa. xa. puro nalang xa. tsktsk.
gotta stop.
soo many things to do. soo little time.
i’m drained out.
aug.23,2009 9:09
currently listening to Silent Sanc’s ‘Sa Buhay Na To’
‘isang beses ka lang makakaraan sa buhay na’to’
still, nine thenths of yesterday.. he was on my mind.
i was thinking, there were so many chances and opportunities missed.
chances and opportunitites that would be so ‘lovely’.
couldn’t find a perfect adjective for any moment spent with him.
geez. iunno.
i’m also scared.
pnu kung hinayaan ko ang sarili ko na itake ung mga
chances na ‘yun? i know it would be very nice but then
i know na people would make ‘halata’.
geez. auqo din magfall :c
sometimes, you’d really think life is unfair.
*sigh*
reflections
aug.20,2009 11:00 pm
currently watching: Silent Sanctuary-Hiling Official Music Video
parang nahawa aqo ke friend. getting malungkot for no apparent reason. (*un ang xabe nya*)
think i got a depression syndrome. or maybe my bipolar disorder got worse.
i feel like crying. T.T
inference#1: nppressure aqo sa acads! (*akalain mo un*)
nffeel qo nah, na isa aqong UP student.
inference#2: kwindang na mga exams na yan..
inference#3: papa’s sick again. i wanna go home.. T.T
iunno.
stared at the mirror for some time kanina.
i didn’t recognize/know the girl staring back at me.
felt soo low.
xguro epekto to ng kape:
‘ love, your latte day saint’-t.b.d”
nescafe latté mode.
anti sleeping policy for ms abi.
hagardness lan xguro ang sem na’to.
geez. gotta sleep. it’s gonna be another long week.
aug 16, 2009 9:28 pm
‘you should’ve said: nice to meet you,i’m your other half’
- relient k (best thing)
my other half. where could he be?? i’m waiting, i’m waiting.. *impatient.impatient*
ndi qo xa mhanap. ‘blinded aqo’. gawa ng mga panggulo sa buhay qo. *tsk.tsk.*
sna, isang araw bigla na lang siyang sumulpot sa harapan qo. mgpapakilala,
‘hi, aqo nga pala ang ginawa ni God para sa’yo. andito aqo
upang mahalin ka, pasayahin ka at samahan ka habang buhay.’
windang! haha. katakot xguro un. xD
basis for drying off milking cow
este..
basis for choosing ‘other half’:
-nghanap.at nkahanap skin. i want SOMEONE who will find me. ung tipong, in a sea of faces
aqo ung nagsa-standout para sa kanya.
-dhil dun, ibig sabihin: special aqo sa kanya. someone who will love me for being me despite
na alam nyang marami jang iba.
-someone who will love me khit malaman nya ang mga flaws qo, weaknesses qo at iba pang mga nakakahiyang
bagay tungkol sa akin.
-gentleman. bihira na lang ‘to ngaun. guxto qo ung ma-effort. ung ipapakita talaga xau
gano ka kaspecial at kaimportante sa kanya.
-sweet at malambing. di qo na ata kelangan i-explain un. *teeheee*
-ung masarap kauxap! dhil madaldal aqo.. haha..
-pareho ng paniniwala qo: Christian. and everything else will follow. :]]
narealize q lang, gawa nung isang kuia
kuia: as much as possible, dapat LA din..
ayan, c ging-ging, walang takas yan..
katakot fact#1: yeah.soo true.wala aqong takas.
katakot fact#2: baka nga andito lan XA sa tabi-tabi..
that’s why God brought me here..
katakot fact#3: oh no! cno kaya??
geez. ung ‘prospect’ (*galing ke batch ‘to. haha.xD*) qo naman
alam qo me ‘lubb’ ng iba. khit dine-deny nya. tsktsk.
well, at least we’re friends. :]] haha.
weehee..
“i’ll go back to before we met,,try and erase the past
try harder to forget cause nothing will ever be
as good as here and now”
aug 10, 2009 9:26pm
song(S) for the day:
1. Justin Bieber- One Time
2. Relient K- Best Thing
*ugh* the boredom consumes me. i was tryin’ soo hard these past days
to create a post-even a single one. nothing came up. my neurons are diminishing.
oh,horrible days!
my acads are slowly eating up my neurons (*brain cells*) and my ’sipag’ cells
and sends me to a trance- drifting me slowly to the ultimate escape: sleep.
i was going through the pages of memory for the significant happenings last week:
1. no class last Wednesday- special holiday for the burial of the late president Corazon Aquino.
2. Batch ‘08 Get Together @ Sizzlers *applause*- made new friends! *happiness*
3. pe class cancelled- no need for swimsuit!
4. overcome painful sore throat by being maingay to the highest level.
5. David Incident
5. crushie moment. (*wait, dme nun ah?*)
so, here goes another week that calls for survival.
a week that started pretty much amazing. :]]
PS: ____, i had a real amazing time. sana masundan pa.
aug.4,2009 10:40
currently listening to: Mariah Carey: I Wish You Knew
‘..&& how i wish you only knew what i feel inside for you
you probably haven’t got a clue..’
-juz got home after a sundae session with mommii hahr at mga kapatid qo: c blossom at c bubbles. haha.xD and i CAN and i WILL stay up latie. no classes tom! wheeeeee! =^.^= (*xama eeh.condolences*)
-kei, seryoso na’to. *ehemm*
nothing really significant for this day. my pe prof didn’t let me and my blockmate grace play today’s game. wala daw kmeng kwents. di daw kxe kame takot. game na game. haha. and also, people have the holiday high fever. lahat masaya dhil walang paxok tom. at dahil jan, tuloy na tuloy na ang Batch ‘08 get-together. (*applause*)
-gurl, ’snobby’ update:
natauhan naqo. actually, i came to my senses just last night. *ugh* after sufferingfor almost a year. kamuxta naman? something came up and knocked me down. buti nalang. think i can finally give up and move on. haha. xbe nga ng ate qo, the bottom line pa rin is, ndi pa rin aqo pinapancin. (*well, aus lang naman sakin na.*) kea dun nalang daw aqo sa pumapancin sakin.issue.haha. tama naman db? xempre pipiliin qo ung ma2halin aqo ng bonggang-bongga db? wag naman na un c ‘mon****’.bka matuloi pa ung pang film fest natin na ‘DOTA vs. YOU (the giving up). haha. xD
found this quotie:
‘I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along.
And I think that every girl wants to be the right person, every girl
wants to be the one girl that can change that guy.’
- Lauren Conrad
cutie. :]]
-’mas pipiliin qo ung mahal aqo..’
every girl needs that guy who she can wrap her arm around.
the one who’ll write a song or poem for her.
the one who’ll score a goal or hit a homerun for her.
the one who’ll listen to her and understands her.
the one who will kiss her on the forehead when she’s sleeping.
the one to wipe away her tears and tell her she’s beautiful.
the one who’ll make her smile and laugh.
the one who’ll call at the middle of the night just to say ‘i love you.
the one who just doesn’t compare to anyone else.
sweet.:]]
-inspired pa rin. haha. mas aus na ung gan’to. aqo lang nkakaalam. wheeeee! (*garaa jud oist*) naalala qo tuloi ung banat sa text: ‘ngumiti ka lang, ok na.’ pamatai na smile ih! muntik aqo matunaw ‘nun. ampf.. haha. ciao.
PS: ___ ingat ka lage. :]] Gbu.
pahabol pa: xoxoxoxo, abiitots
